Last night Living With Lucy hit our screens for its second show of the series, and viewers saw Lucy Kennedy living with Atomic Kitten star Kerry Katona.
In yesterday’s episode audiences saw Kerry as they’ve never seen her before. In a candid moment with Lucy she was very honest about her tumultuous past relationships, and the difficulties she’s had with drug addiction.
Mum-of-two Lucy asked the 36-year-old singer if she ever considered about what might have happened to her kids if she hadn’t battled her cocaine addiction, and it’s something she couldn’t bare thinking about.
The former I’m A Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here winner also revealed to Lucy that she had a near death experience while taking drugs, but felt that someone was looking out for her.
“I went through a stage of taking that much cocaine, that my husband at the time…I still felt so in love, and there were cheating rumours, videos of him with another women while I was in our hotel asleep…and I thought ‘he won’t leave me.’ I bought everything for him, and then I started thinking ‘if he really loves me he’ll stop me from doing this,’ and he never did.
“I was having these fits…I’d be out, i’d be frothing at the mouth, and all of a sudden something would bring me back and it was the most amazing, loving feeling when I’d come back.
“It’s so hard to explain, it was as if something wanted me back and it was a lovely feeling, it’s so bizarre, but I just wanted someone to go ‘enough is enough’ and to show that they really gave a s**t,” she said.
You can catch Living With Lucy, Tuesday’s at 9:30pm on TV3.