Vogue Williams has opened up on the pregnancy losses she has experienced in the past.
The podcaster and mother of three is currently expecting for fourth child with husband Spencer Matthews, after experiencing two pregnancy losses.
Speaking on YouTube, Vogue said she was about to tell her children that she was pregnant last year when she started to feel very unwell.
“I had really bad symptoms. I was quite sick, but not as sick as I usually would feel during pregnancy,” she said.
“I remember texting my doctor, being like, ‘I just don’t feel that sick, like, is that normal?’ And she was like, ‘It’s different in every pregnancy…'”
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Vogue said she waited until her 12 week scan to see what was happening. It was there that her doctor informed her the pregnancy was not viable.
“I had the pregnancy sack, but basically the embryo hadn’t grown, so my body still thought it was pregnant,” she said.
“Usually, you just naturally get a miscarriage, but I didn’t… We were really upset. I was really upset, and stupidly, I felt like embarrassed having to tell everybody.”
Vogue also said that she and Spencer experienced pregnancy loss before having her third child, daughter Gigi.
“It was so early on, like so, so early on, we hadn’t had any scans, we hadn’t anything like that, and I must have been maybe a month, if even and it was just one of those things,” she said.
“And it was awful but everything happened quite quickly after it as well, so I never really kind of thought about it much.”
She went on to say that she is feeling more anxious now in pregnancy, but grateful for all of the changes coming with it.
“I feel like this this pregnancy now I’m just always nervous, and sometimes I’m grateful that I feel so sick all the time because then I know it’s what it should be,” she said.
Vogue and Spencer announced that they were expecting their fourth child last week.